2018-07-30

Hello everyone,
Lately, my head has been in an absolute mess. It's like I am lost and I do not know where I am going or what I am doing and time is passing by really fast. In order to express myself better, I attempted to write this short piece. I hope that those reading it, like it and leave me comment below :)

Sometimes, I wonder where life is taking me..
It feels like I am walking through a tunnel that is dark and deep,
Where once I start I cannot look back or find shortcuts to flee.
Every step I take and every turn I make,
Being anxious, afraid and cautious as I weep.
Finding my way out as the lack of sleep keeps me awake,
I hope to not have regrets for any route I take.
Endlessly, I walk through this dark tunnel of life,
Watching the passerbys wave at me,
Some living moments I do ...while some
Just stopping by for a few.
No matter how many stay and how many go,
You’re through this Journey alone.
My life is a tunnel that is deep and dark,
But I once saw a light somewhere afar.
The light was what I called hopes and dreams,
Which were like the light that had gleamed,
They too, are very far,
and to reach them is no less than a war,
Shedding loads of blood, sweat and tears,
And the never ending thoughts that form our fears,
This Dark tunnel, how long am I even going to be here?
Losing track of my time and my sleep,
Lost in thought like the ocean that is deep,
I don’t know what is day or night,
I’m so confused with the wrong or right.
To some it appeals,
while some just speak hurtfully that probably never heals.
Sometimes, I feel like this tunnel’s end is what I’d never be able to see,
As my head keeps playing games with me.
Who am I? What do I want to be?
What kind of person would the others like to see?
Do I restrain to pleasing every one out there or just be free?
It is something that this journey would decide,
The journey through dark tunnel, dark, cold and wide,
To reach another place that I am out to find.
I’ve set out to find myself walking towards the light that had shined.