Going on an indefinite break

Hello there ,

To all those of you actually making efforts in reading my blog , I thank you so much.

Of course, posting here was a huge stress releasing factor for me but. . 

I would be going on an indefinite hiatus due to my depression, anxiety and health problems.

Plus , college is being so much of a stressor to this so I need to focus on college for now.
I don't know when I will be back but I'm surely gonna be back... 

I will try to post whenever I would be able to . . .

Bye Bye

A small update on my College Life

Hey there! i haven't updated in a while!  miss me? (LOL)
Well i did !

So yeah.. basically ... this was my first week in college ... I sort of missed my first five days of orientation so my life has been awkward until now.
I see everyone in groups .. or more than two people roaming around together ~ in the hostel as well as in the campus.
Well.. i do have a few people whom i know ...such as the two of my high school batch mates who know me pretty well than the others here.
Otherwise i am very shy and awkward to go and talk to anyone.
Well... My roomie , We are pretty much getting along well... but yet i am awkward and shy.

Well.. So we had this campus induction programme thing in which we were briefed about the institute and the campus and yeah.

The first few classes were really intense and ... the first two hours of class was literally sharpening a pencil with a freaking cutter LOL.

Also , At the dorm. . .
 I did manage to make a few friends and I keep hanging out with them and stuff ~
Dinner tables at the dorm are fun cause we all keep talking and its really fun hanging out with these guys.

That's all for today I guess. .

Beginning of A New Life

So this girl called RUKA finally got herself into a college -___-

Well , this would be the first time I would be staying away from home , From parents and from my beloved besties whom I am missing badly right now ... Don't worry I'll keep visiting you guys :)

Also college begins from tomorrow as in the 9th of July.
Which means I would be spending less time fangirling over my fandoms which is actually sad. 

And I won't be able to make covers cause I'm gonna be living with a roommate.

I think the course I have taken up is not gonna be textual :) since it's design!

I'm gonna major in animation after my sophomore year :) 

Well , now I have settled into my room and am using the wifi here and posting this on my blog. (which is pretty evident through this post)

So this is what my college looks like ~

I live in a dorm and it's only for girls . . . I hope I make some friends man.

This is what my room looks like :)

Don't mind the mess okay?  it won't give out a homely feel otherwise

And yes I even carried my beloved plushiessss which I cannot live without 

Also , there is my section for food in the closet ...mainly snacks

Junk-ing like a boss 

And I even had my first midnight snack today.
I didn't eat anything today due to excess of traveling and headache but I drank this orange juice with nata jelly crystals in it and it was really cool.

and also I had some of the rice crackers I bought from the nearby convenience store
they're pretty cool

So well yeah finally I am settled and will begin college from tomorrow.

Into the new world , with a new place , new friends , new experiences waiting forth for me...

I shall do my best and I love you all.

Bye Bye

Colours Colours Colours!

Actually I shouldn't be saying Good Morning now because it was already 1pm in the afternoon and i woke up late today ~
Since my bestie came over to my house yesterday ~ she asked me if i could come to her house today so i agreed.

I had fun at my friend's place today :D we chilled out completely ~ we kept on peeking into our Facebook XD and the best part was ... I messaged her on fb saying random things when she was sitting right next to me!

Whaa ~ and the best part of the day was when i bought New Crayons ~
These are imported from Taiwan and they're real smooth and even soluble in water !

Here ~ Take a look



A closer look :33

THEY ARE SO PRETTY!! AINT THEY!??

JUST TRIED USING THEM :33

that was for Kiseop oppa XDD //shot//



After having bought such wonderful crayons i feel like sketching again
Hope to make something wonderful with these in future ! Fighting :D

Well That's all for today

My Ultimate Birthday Gift

I just came back from my last Exam ~ It was good but really long as usual..
WAIT... did i just say my last exam... OH YES!! my last freaking final exam :|
I am free until 31st March now :P

So... I want to narrate a really awesome incident that happened today

It was about 15 minutes to to 2 and I was gonna leave for my School. Mom had gone out for some work and there ... she suddenly returns with a Freaking package in her hand :|
I go near the package and see that it has my name on it along with a YESASIA tag and .... on the tag there's written GIFT ITEM ... CD ...



Now, I wondered what CD it possible could be since i hadn't particularly mentioned any to my dad to buy for me or help me buy it...
I tried forgetting it as much as possible on the way to school :P even after my paper got over and i waited for my friends to come out ...this freaking package kept on disturbing my thoughts ;w;
I wrote the whole exam trying to forget about it ~ Thank God! i didn't write any CD or YESASIA in the exam :P

Now... coming back to the point !
I actually RAN back home to see what CD i had received as a gift item in the package.... And as soon as i reached home, i didn't even bother to change XD
and HURRIEDLY opened the package ...but this time like Normal people :P

AND I FREAKING SAW . . . . . .  . . . . . .

U-KISS 3rd ALBUM "COLLAGE" LYING ON MY TABLE !!!!!!

I ... Just couldn't help myself but scream loudly and ....cry... yes ... i cried ;w;

I didn't cry because this is my first K-pop CD or something .... But i cried for the fact that my daddy remembers that i am a BIG fan of U-Kiss and the fact that he bought the CD for me as a birthday gift... that too WITHOUT letting me know even a hint of it ;w;

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

I am speechless... I just cant wait to listen to it *^*

Well ~ here's are pictures of the contents of the CD

 The Front cover ~ and the back cover ... Basically its like a sliding cover with a really collage-ed up inner cover ~ if you give a closer look to the inner part of it ~ you can read all the members' names and U-Kiss [currently ...i do not have a picture of it... but i shall soon upload it]

Well Here's the CD :) It has the same kind of pattern as on the inner cover [that is behind it]

 Along with the CD ~ there comes a small banner like poster ~ with all member's pics on it on both the sides ~ But right now , I have taken pics for only one side as the second side has the teaser pics

Well Check out the pics here ~

There also is a Photo Book that comes along with it which is apparently 80-100 pages [i haven't counted .. you know]

Here you go ~ Take a look



 I Individually couldnt click much pics of  he photobook but a few which my friends asked me to and  of course.... my bias Kiseop Oppa :P thats too obvious


Here's our Kevin looking awesome as usual :3 ~ [sorry for the blurry picture ;w;]

 and Here's My Kiseop Oppa looking handsome as always *__*

So... those were the pictures ~ now time for the track list ... I haven't listened to all songs as for now .. but I can say that the main track ... STANDING STILL is wonderful :)

 Here are the other tracks from the album ~

Tracklist:

01. Step by Step (Intro)
02. Standing Still
03. Can’t Breathe
04. Missing You
05. Bad Person
06. More Painful than Pain (Soohyun & Hoon duet)
07. My Reason (Kevin solo)
08. Party All The Time (AJ & Eli duet)
09. Sweety Girl
10. Cause I Love You
11. More Painful than Pain (Inst.)
12. Standing Still (Inst.)

And here is the Music Video For Standing Still ~ 

I SHALL SOON POST A REVIEW ON THE ALBUM AND MUSIC VIDEO :D

So... That's all for today ~

(c) o owner not mine

My 18th Birthday ~

Yes Haha Today is My birthday :) and I turned 18 ~ *sigh* another year older....and halfway to being an adult....

My responsibilities have increased ~ ;w; somehow i do not feel grown up...but well... here's a small birthday message.

I will become more responsible as an adult and also as a daughter , a sister/brother LOL ... and a grandchild and also a student ( ;w;) and do my best in life ~ love you all


And here's how i spent my 18th :P




Cake-sama and Some gifts received from a close friend :33


This is what my fandom friends have sent me :D

Again Keeping in Mind the rule of not revealing names ... i shall post the pics here :D














STILL TO SAY.... I have my... last exam left.... and its 2days later ;w; ...Imma do my best!!!


Love you all <3















Well....

Boring day ~

I know i should be studying ~ but i will keep on blogging some time in between :)
My Preliminary exams / pre-boards / preparatory exams or whatever you guys know it as are.. nearing soon

I Have to study ;w; ... i have been wasting time the whole year and hence... i need to study now.

I need to give in my best :D

HWAITING ~ I'll keep this post real short coz i don't have anything in my brain to type XD

BANZAIII :33 imma go now Ciao Minna

Preparing for Exams ~

(｡＾_＾｡)♡【こんばんは】♡(｡＾_＾｡)


Its 17th already ~ and my exam is round the corner !!!

Tension always will be there as this exam is way more important to me than any other school exam...
Then comes my final exams ~

Finals...ahh..they would determine my future ~ like 10th Boards ~ in which i scored unexpectedly well.

I am gonna do my best in this exam too ~ Gambarimasu!!!




Haha Here's a pic of me and my panda Tao / Chi / RiRi / Massu [whatever u know it by the name of]
Pshh :P i look sick in the pic...
Well i am sick... So cant deny the fact