Walking Down the memory lane

Hello Everyone,

Today is going to be very very very sentimental as it's pretty close for college to end.
And I sort of looked back to how much the people around me have changed and influenced me as a person.
Four years is not a short time. Although School was longer, but the life I lived at university and the life I lived when i was in school was different.
It is a fact that when you grow older, life comes with responsibilities.
However, You aren't the only one facing everything in that time. This time indeed, brings a lot of change in your life. I would call this "Youth"
This is the time when you make same mistakes as everyone, do the same things as everyone, are as curious as everyone. Self Acceptance, Reflection, Identity Crisis, Depression, Anxiety and Stress are all the contents of this new book that we've begun to write. Well, those aren't all.

Walking down the memory lane, I was a very different person when I joined college. I bet everyone else was too. And we've m .
In July 2013, A baby bird set out on it's journey to explore a whole new world. Everything to it, was completely new. It wanted to fly high like the other birds in the sky, but it had just learnt how to fly. It tried to compete against a fully grown bird in the sky and got hurt. However, it did not give up!
It's desire to fly grew even bigger, i

We were all flower buds, that have bloomed into pretty flowers in the past years.
I have met a lot of people, and have made a variety of memories!
But, there are a few precious people without whom I would not have been able to be who I am.
Those people have played a major part in my life.
There were times when I wanted to stay closed within the four walls of my dorm room while there were times when I hung out with people and got to know them better.

Although we're all different people, we all have dreams. We are all working to make a path that leads to our dream. We all make mistakes and we learn through them. . But we are not alone. Everyone is together in this. And my classmates and friends have played an important role in this time period of 4 years!

I am grateful to them as they have been an inspiration and have had me learn about a lot. And my dear friends, who have never complained even once while listening to my daily rants. All your nagging and friendly advice never upset me okay?

Lastly, I wouldn't have been able to even write this if these people weren't there for me. My Family, My backbone, My support. Thank You always for supporting me in what I do and trusting me always. Without my loving and supporting family, these four years would have been very difficult to deal with.

I leave this post on a quote

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.
John F. Kennedy

[Shopping Tag #3] Discounts are definitely our friends~

Hello Everyone,

 After long posts of ranting about various things in life, I decided to post about something cool!
It's summer time and my sheet masks were over, So I was just scrolling past sites from where I could buy sheet masks.
Nykaa recently had an offer on the sheet masks for "The Face Shop" on which we could buy 10 for 500INR which is nearly around $7.
It took quite some time to reach me, but hey! I just got them in the mail yesterday!
I really like how fancy their packaging for their sheet masks look!




Previously, I had purchased sheet masks from Innisfree and I was quite satisfied with their care (you see what I did there?)
Also, The face shop was quite known to me as I had previously purchased a hand cream from there and It is beautiful. (refer to the post here)

Getting back to topic, I decided to try the lemon one and it was quite refreshing!
The tissue was softer and it was also smaller than the one I had used earlier.
But, it had a really humid after-effect due to the heat.

Sometimes, macs can serve as a great black background for photography!

Thank You to the friend who recommended me to try the lemon one!
I'll try the green tea and the Blueberry one next~

I'll wrap up this post by just telling you all to take care this summer as it is getting hotter day by day!
Keep yourself hydrated enough and make sure you protect yourself well from this heat!
Take care :)

A callout to the roommate life.

Hello Everyone,

I am sure many of us have lived a dorm life and have had a certain time in their lives where they had to share their rooms with roommate(s).
Media has introduced roommates to us in many ways. Everyone has always had dreams of having roommates who are like sisters and soulmates and people who do things together. (I have too. .)
And trust me, I have had moments like those! But also memories that have taught me the kinds of people that exist on this planet.

In my freshman year, I was not as assertive as I have become now. I was quite submissive and used to give in to things without questioning them. Let's just say that I was quite naive in my freshman year. Not that I wasn't compatible with my roommate or anything, but I was just too naive to this world.
I didn't think through the lines of "You're gonna be all by yourself". 
Getting back to the topic, My dorm life in the first three years of college was quite peaceful (Not Really). Except for this one huge drama I got dragged into, that made me lose trust in people.
I have had exchange students as roommates and trust me, bonding with people from other countries was never this easy. I've always had internet friends from different countries, but real-life experiences were better.

I am going to be following my set rules of not mentioning people or names on my blog. Also, some people might get offended but I am just trying to tell y'all what kind of people I've come across in these four years.


Well, beginning the core of the discussion! 
My writing may seem passive aggressive but I am just writing out some usual adjustment problems that I had to deal with.

It all started in the beginning of my final year when I had HUGE roommate troubles cause the person is a complete mess! This is not borrowing clothes, stealing food, using stuff without your permission or back-bitching at all~ but something that is very passive aggressive. 
Usually, there have been times when my roommates and I talked about the situations where either of us were uncomfortable with a particular situation. I tried this out here too. 
However, I was ignored outrightly instead of getting a response. That is when the huge set of problems began. 
How would you feel.. When you're working on a thesis all night long, sitting on your bed and being stared at for an hour?? (some willpower to not blink for that long) This all was because of the study lamp that was causing a problem to my roommate.

People who know me also know that it is basic manners to be hygienic enough to wash hands after using the Bathroom. However, I was asked by my roommate to wash hands through sticky notes on the basin mirror on the Bathroom door which was slightly amusing because.. I need not have to show people how I live my life??

However, this same person walks out naked out of the bath and it was awkward when my friend and I accidentally walked in onto that. This situation was responded by a "Why would you open the door so wide"
It is indeed very strange having come from a person who was uncomfortable looking at laundry in a bucket inside the bathroom.

Also, laundry can cause too many problems. I used to drop my clothes in a bucket in the Bathroom so that I could wash the clothes. It was appalling to see someone who also owns similar kind of inner wear to be feeling uncomfortable looking at dirty laundry. Well I agree dirty laundry is not very pleasant to look at, however.. it was inside a bucket. So I decided to stop that and only take em out when i needed to actually wash them. That did not sort out the problem.

The dorm cafeteria food is mostly edible but there are some times when we all love to order from out. There are some people who are vegetarians too. However, this problem here was addressed in a very very strange way. Room Freshener was sprayed all over the room whenever I'd open a takeout, majorly on my side where I'd be eating the food.
Is that not mild level bullying now?

Another most frequent problem is that, us young adults love to play out our music loud at times. There are rare times when I'd want to sing and play music out loud! but that's when I am alone or around people I am comfortable with.
After various one sided-discussions and requests, the loud music in my room still continued endlessly until we went home for winter break. One of the reasons why I seem to have developed a hatred towards loud music.

I have quite a number of acquaintances in the dorm, majorly due to my interests in the K-pop and anime culture. And those acquaintances keep coming to my room to exchange music and shows.
They always kept complaining that there's loud music being played in my room and something must be done about it.
Trust me, it is so loud that even neighbours five doors across can hear it.

I'm sure a lot of people love dancing as a working out option. However, doing that at 3:00am in the morning is very very noisy. Precisely, dancing with music on speakers at that time is quite noisy.
Also when a friend of mine came over to visit me, I was indirectly thrown shade at by my roommate saying to my friend that there are people who judge her dancing. (lol ..)

I complained to the authorities, but they only offered me a choice to swap my room which was almost impossible with the amount of work I have had in my final year.

That was when I decided to train myself to deal with it. Dealing with nincompoops would just have them feel victorious over the fact that they have received reactions to the crappy ways through which they've been dealing with people.

Before we left for the winter break, all her problems in our room were addressed to me. Through - a three page letter that was not even given to me in hand, but slipped under my suitcase.
A letter very passive aggressive and indirectly written. I thought of messaging her of how she indirectly addressed my upbringing in that letter but then, I would just have been an idiot reacting to the crappy behaviour.

However, I decided to be very very ignorant towards everything like it never happened.
And I returned after the semester break. I thought I'd deal with doing the opposite of all the problems that were addressed in the letter, but that was stupid cause watering a rock will do no good.
However, this time the vibes in the room kept getting strange as I kept hearing really loud sobs at midnight for a really long time. Soon after which, those sobs were loud laughs at night. I thought those might have happened while watching a TV show but nope. 

There were also STRANGE incidents of the wash basin having been coated with powdered tea leaves, tea bags and molten wax with matchsticks.
Once, there was also salt spread on my table. 

Later on, I began seeing tiny sheets of paper lying down by my basin. I thought those were used to clean some stuff, but in actuality.. those were the pieces of the artwork by me gifted to my roommate.
I actually admired how religiously and neatly cut those pieces were kept by the basin.
However, people like this will only be hated on by artists because they do not appreciate hard work.

There were also similar paper pieces and tea bag residue thrown in the elevator and I really wished that our country took strict action towards litterbugs. People like these lecturing about cleanliness and hygiene is a huge question mark with two exclamatory marks.

Borrowing or stealing is a thing. But, there were incidents where my expensive body wash and shampoos kept getting lesser and lesser everyday. Obviously, I didn't want to have suspicions but the situation had it made pretty obvious cause the cleaners who come to clean , know me since three years and know that they mustn't use things like these to wash the bathroom.

PS: It is very difficult to keep wet bottles of shampoo in the wardrobes.

So this is what I have been dealing with in the past few months of college life and it is honestly very frustrating when you have a roommate who doesn't even want to acknowledge you while talking. This is could be called mild level bullying at all.
BUT. . This also has some really really good points that I have learnt. I have learnt how to deal with the worst , I have learnt to adjust to conditions like loud music and random sounds and light and I have learnt to ignore people at my best.

Do stand up for yourselves and raise out your problems because it will only give the latter part an idea that they can do anything to you.
I am sure that not everyone has situations like these where it is difficult to have conversations so try and talk it out~
I guess this is it for the day and I must sleep now~

Final Semester + My Diverted Interests

Hey!

It's been really long since I've updated anything over here. I've been busy dealing with my final semester and lots of work. It's almost a week left to mid March and I have been extremely stressed over my final project. Of course, it is a lot of work and all. . . but it is solely my responsibility as I have chosen to go on that path.
This entire week was such a rocky road as nothing I tried to do went smoothly. I really hope that this semester passes by smoothly and I walk out of the college with a smile of satisfaction on my face.

Coming to the point of this entire post, I wanted to write about certain questions that people have been constantly asking me these days. As an animation student, I have often been asked why I am more interested in comic art or sequential art in general. 

To be very honest, I was interested in both traditional and 3D animation until my second year at college.
I even love learning new softwares and I've learnt a lot of them myself. However, in my third year. . I began reading web-comics or web toons and I was highly influenced by them. I had always been into comics and Manga. . but web-comics played a major role in changing my interests. Also they have majorly influenced my art style. 

People often assume that I have my art style influenced from manga, which is true in a way. Manga is what made me want to draw more. It was the reason I began practicing art more often in the first place. However, it is not entirely manga. I also collected small comic strips of Peanuts , Calvin & Hobbes and R.K. Laxman's stuff from the newspapers until I had an amount that created a huge mess of them in my room. Those were more of an inspiration that kept me going on. 

And then, I began reading webcomics which made me realise how art styles can have an impact on the readers. Some of the web-comics i read have a very simple art style but yet, they create a huge impact on the reader. Is it the story? Or the art? But the art is not even detailed!? How??
These were the exact questions in my mind. . And I think it is neither the art style or the story alone but how these two have gone hand-in-hand and have created an impact simultaneously.
Meaning, I was really fascinated by how the artist had managed to put the simplest of their work in a very beautiful composition that created an impact on the reader and had them say "Oh! so this is where the story is going"

I'm still very very fascinated by how different every comic artist puts up their work differently. There are still a lot of unanswered questions on my mind which only exploring and learning more can help!
That can only be achieved through experiments~

So, I haven't exactly lost interest in animation as a whole. I will still be really greedy to learn new softwares.

Even now, I am very much interested in learning new stuff and I shall definitely learn them after my graduation. 

This world is full of new things to explore and learn! 

Yes~ So I guess this was all for the day!
It will soon be my birthday in a few days and also my pre-final jury.
Please wish me luck, friends TT

Love Y'all!

Art - as a Hobby and Subject

Hello everyone,

The thought of writing this post had been lingering around in my mind since the second year of college. It's just like one of those expectation v/s reality memes that you find all over the internet.
It all started when I was 6 and used to watch cartoons, I always drew the stuff I used to watch. right from Mickey Mouse to Tweety and Buggs Bunny. When I turned eight, India began to air anime like Dragonball, Pokemon, and Card Captor Sakura. That is when my love for art grew even more. I always thought how fun it would have been creating stuff like characters. 
Until I graduated school, art had always been a hobby. I had it kept in my mind that I'd be studying art or animation someday in life. Keeping that in Mind, I got into this university. 
Art is something that receives both praises and criticisms. The comments are never always good or always bad. Usually, mentors tend to shower the students with a lot of constructive criticisms. Those are negative feedbacks with a pathway for improvement.
I always draw, mostly fan art or just doodles. And I draw those when I feel like and also draw how I feel. After spending 4 years in an Art college, I have realised that our imagination and creativity have to be caged to suit our mentor's feelings. Not forgetting deadlines! Time is a devil, causing too many problems always. Deadlines were never a problem until the last two years. The years when our thoughts were limited to only to suit certain criteria.
I began thinking about this when one of my professors told me that I was not suited for the course I am studying. I thought what the reason behind that would have been. It had to be my work. . . Maybe I worked differently when I am under pressure? or maybe I am not putting in much heart or soul?
I am only mentioning all of this because I have come to realise that my feelings towards art as a hobby and a subject have been very different. Not saying that I hate either, but the surroundings tend to change the quality of work and also your feelings towards it. I have done an internship at a comic house, and that also had deadlines. But working there was another experience overall. The work I delivered there was very different from what I have been doing here.
I thought if it was because I did something I liked, but I always chose that pathway even in my assignments. I won't even blame time constraints because that is a default setting that comes with assignments.
It is the kind of feedback one gets that affects their working style.

I've had an interest in art since a very young age. My mother is a very passionate artist and used to draw and paint a lot when I was a kid. Watching her do that had me develop a passion towards art as well. It's not particularly only that, but art as a whole has helped me a lot by carving me into a different person from what I used to be back in school.

Around in 2004, the time when I got limited access to the wired internet at our house, I began reading manga. Manga made me draw more, it taught me proportions and various expressions a character could have. That is what made me have a dream, of being a comic artist.

After spending two years in the college, I was confused. Never had I imagined that I would feel differently towards something I love.

It was true! Even in school, I always studied my textbooks at my own pace. I thought of them as interesting stuff that can be used somewhere in life. Sadly, the feeling did not last anytime after middle school due to the teachers that taught me.

Do all of you who study in the creative field feel this way too? Please share it with me ~

I shall end this post here to not make it boring ~

Anyway, I'm currently busy with my final year projects so I guess I'll be venting out frequently here.

[SHOPPING TAG] Innisfree Hair Oil Serum + BBlunt Hair Cream Review

Hey Everyone!

Another day of my semester break and I decided to make another visit to the Innisfree outlet with my sister. I had the thoughts of purchasing the Essence and Mist for the Jeju Sparkling Mineral line , but I really did not need them at this point. (also I was really broke)

I majorly spend money only on products either for my hair or my skin, so I purchased the Innisfree Camellia Essential Hair Oil Serum.

I have mostly used the L'oreal serum before this and my hair has been in good shape thanks to that product, but Innisfree has quite a line of promising products so I decided to get this.

The packaging is really pretty as it's all shades of red and the bottle is also quite sturdy plastic bottle with a cap for the nozzle.
The serum's quite thick and smells quite similar smelling to hibiscus. (this is actually my first time experiencing the fragrance of camellia)
I am not sure if I've mentioned earlier that one of my pet peeves is touching something oily, greasy or extremely silky. (which I find quite strange. . but I'm trying to get over it)

Most serums I've used were super sticky and still remained on my palm after having applied onto my hair.
However, this one was not that sticky and it kept my hair soft for a really long time.

I usually apply serum when my hair is damp.
For best use, apply it after towel-drying your hair because applying it when wet will just be useless and applying it on dry hair makes it sticky~
So, I give this product a 4.5/5 !


Next up is B-Blunt's Anti Frizz Climate Control Hair Cream.
Special shoutout to the store attendant of the place where I bought it from, because she recommended me this product.
I've tried a bunch of hair creams before and experimented with my short hair.
(Let's thank the Lord for not having me gone completely bald even after the torture)

This product looks very cool; it's a long black bottle. The cream smells quite nice, but I was still skeptical about having used it.
To be honest, I had never heard of these products before expect for the salon name that my friends kept telling me about.

I tried this product several times on damp hair, but it only made my hair sticky and EXTREMELY DRY after a while. (Does not suit the Indian weather this way)
But then, after having used the hair straightener to style short hair. . the texture of my hair was quite smooth and the hair was set nicely for the entire day!
This product makes the hair quite sticky, but I guess the results make it up~
I'd give this a 3.5/5! (maybe my opinions about it will change later)

Would Only recommend the products to people with short hair ~ (I'm just Kidding)
It works magically on long hair too!

That's it and I wrap up with this cute video I came across yesterday

[SHOPPING TAG] A visit to Innisfree

Hello Guys ~

After hearing that there was an Innisfree outlet in Mumbai , I always wanted to make a visit to the store. After lots and lots of crashed plans , I was finally able to get to the store.
For those of you who don't know , Innisfree is a South Korean Cosmetic and Skincare brand and quite famous for their range of nature-oriented (the green-tea serum series was quite a hit tbh)

The store wasn't really big and there weren't many people inside and it just gives out the same vibes that your friendly neighbourhood Body-Shop would give. There were two attendants in the store and like I mentioned , It wasn't really big but a tiny store. The store had a pretty wide range of products and a huge variety of sheet masks (which was my major purpose of going there).
I bought 5 sheet masks and a Jeju Sparkling Mineral cream (moisturiser for my dry skin on the face). I wanted to purchase a set of the toner and face wash as well , but I had insufficient funds. TT

I was quite happy with how much I was able to get in the amount I spent on the stuff bought.
Plus they gave us freebies and a membership card as well. I am not quite acquainted with how stuff like this is written , so all you beauty bloggers reading this please be nice and don't bash.

Little Suga is here to model for me ~

After I came back , my phone was dying so here are a few pictures I was able to take.
Not sure how clear it is , but this is a photo of the entire lot that I bought (plus the freebies)

L to R - The welcome kit and a sunblock with samples of the green tea series , 5 sheet masks and another welcome pack with three sleeping mask tubes and the jeju sparkling mineral cream & finally the card in the middle

This is the Jeju Sparkling Mineral Cream from the Jeju Sparkling Mineral range. I decided to go with only the moisturiser for now not only for the insufficient funds but also because I was comfortable using my current face wash and toner. (If this product works out , I might purchase the toner as well.)

This is a very cute looking 50ml (bottle or whatever you'd call it) that was for 1900INR which you could say is $29?

Love the colour of the bottle , it's pretty

Obviously this procedure would feel a bit incomplete because I only go in the procedure of cleansing - Toner - lotion / cream .. but here on the package , it goes from applying liquids to the lotions ..Cleanser - Toner - Essence - Lotion - Cream  in order to have a better effect on the skin.

Ah, I really wanted to buy the toner but I couldn't spend a lot on it either.

Overall , the cream has a very refreshing feel to it. You'd mistake it for some citrus-product or you could also say it has that Ocean-like refreshing smell.
This product contains 69.9% Onsen-Sui (the sparkling water from the springs of Jeju) which gives deep hydration.





I don't usually blog about the things this side , but I'm really into skincare and stuff.
My skin is not the type to handle much of cosmetics or creams of any kind including moisturisers. I have a really dry skin and it tends to get red patches (allergies) or rashes after trying any cream or makeup on.
Normally during the hot weather, I sweat a lot and any sort of cream or lotion that is applied onto my face gets washed off because of the sweat. So I haven't been doing any skin routine lately.
Considering all of the above-mentioned problems , I had a huge problem deciding whether to buy the cream or to not. I applied a bit onto my face when the store assistant let me try some.



The cream felt light and a bit sticky (all moisturisers give that feel on my skin) but it did not feel like what the other moisturisers felt when I sweat. (that feeling when your sweat and the moisturiser have a fight of who wants to stay on the skin..not good at explaining but I hope you understood)
This cream also didn't spread much after I was sweating , It stayed on the face until I got home. Definitely, one of the creams I'd go for!

Then , to the sheet masks that I bought. I bought the Bamboo , Green Tea , Tea Tree , Cucumber and the Shea Butter one.

These sheet masks actually cost a lot lesser in store than what it would be priced online. They could be of great help during the hot weather.

Earlier , I wasn't sure if the sheet mask was reusable but then I guess they aren't. Kind of disappointing for something to cost 100INR to be able to use only once.

If these are good , I shall spend more on these for sure.

 

Now , The freebies that i got along with the above purchases I made. Firstly ,we received a sample leaflet pack of the Green Tea seed range serum and cream along with a tiny sunblock cream tube. (my friend also received it) 

And they gave me a welcome pack for a purchase over 2000INR which contained a small box called " Good night for Good Day - sleeping pack collection"  this box has three small tubes for the three different kinds of sleeping packs. Wine Jelly , Aloe Vera and Green Tea sleeping pack. I've barely used overnight face packs because I'm scared that it will be all over my pillow or bed by the time I am awake lol. This is a good reason for me to try it!

L to R - Aloe Vera , Green Tea and Wine Jelly

Then the third package called "best-loved collection"  which probably explains to you that these product samples in the package are the most loved ones. This had the Jeju super volcanic Clay pore mask and the Orchid enriched cream and then another sample for Green tea seed serum (this time in a tiny tube).
The Jeju Volcanic Clay Pore is made from minerals released by volcanic explosions in Jeju. (wow wth) Having it shrink pores , remove sebum and deep cleanse and cool the skin.  I've been hearing a lot of good reviews about my friend who have used / are using this product so I am looking forward to trying out the sample ~
While the Orchid Enriched cream is an anti-aging cream. (this was the product that appeared the most after the green tea seed range products while working on my assignments)

You Can't really see the Green Tea Seed Serum back there but that's the thing

I might be drifting away from the topic, but I recently chose Innisfree as a brand for studying for an assignment that i did in my previous semester , And you must watch their commercials for the Jeju Volcanic Clay Pore series. . .  the animation is pretty cool~!

The last of all freebies (well not freebies in this case) I also received a membership card from the store. This can be used in any outlets within India.

looks pretty cool

I would love to visit this place again!! 

The location of the store is pretty far from home but I really hope to get some stuff before I leave back for the final semester

The sheet masks are quite cheap and reliable , considering I've already tried the green tea one!
It was very refreshing and my skin did not sting like it normally does when I put anything at all on it. The moisturiser doesn't make my skin feel itchy at all. I hope this continues to be the same HAHA 

Overall the visit to the store was great ~
I wanna buy more stuff T.T

If you guys have any recommendations, please leave a comment below 

I guess that was all for the day ~

-casually drops another picture and leaves-

JJCC Concert diary - PART 2

Hello everyone!

So I am back with Part 2, for the JJCC Concert Diary!
I only decided to write part 2 because it was a bit lengthy if I would have written it in the same post.

Anyway , I'll start from where I ended ...
After the Q&A that JJCC did , I definitely had an idea of what was coming forth.
There were three chairs put onto the stage , spaced out equally and the members walked out holding flowers. (internal screams)
So, they finally called the three lucky winners onto the stage and then had us sit onto those chairs. I was shaking, I'm not even joking right now. Even now , I feel chills by my spine.
Like... It was real! Everything happening around me was real!
Soon when we walked onto stage , they asked us to get our cellphones. I was already carrying mine , so i did not have to walk all the way down again. (lazy panda on a roll)

So Eddy walked up to all of us , handed us red envelopes and asked who our biases were and it started from my friend who said that her bias was E,co. After that, I freaked out cause it was my turn and I fumbled while I said E.co and Zica. Eddy probably did not hear me saying E.co , so he called out Zica and he moved to my side. The third girl who was to the right of me picked Eddy.
I got startled a bit when Zica got onto my side and said "Thank You for picking me", His English was actually so good and he was adorable too!

CREDITS TO A FRIEND 

Zica singing tome while me dumbstruck af
Sancheong looks lonely -hugs-


CREDITS TO A FRIEND 

CREDITS TO NitzHo on YouTube (Thank You so much mate!)

 I awkwardly smiled at him back and then they prepared themselves and us for a special stage and I internally died when the song happened to be "BE GOOD" (my fav song)

Zica was so adorable omg , especially when he asked me to give him my phone by saying "Open your camera? Selfie?" And he took two cute pictures from my phone. My phone kept locking itself up and he was so done with it that I legit had to tell him my phone passcode. (Yus People! The first idol to actually know my phone passcode!)

Please DO NOT REPOST it anywhere 

I awkwardly put B612 on by not thinking that the videos were put to only 3 seconds (BAH such a fool I am) This cutie took a video while he was singing and then he asked me for a selfie.
I have a problem of sweating too much and that too through my hair , so I told him that my hair is bad and Man... his answer had me die internally!
He said "Oh really? I think it look good!" and I almost cried thanking him -dies-

I actualy smiled for this one picture and it was worth it

I kind of felt bad cause I was being very Zica-centred throughout the performance but then , I honestly couldn't process anything on stage at that time. I look super blank in my photos too ~

Yul and Sancheong were too far for my phone camera to see them clearly and Eddy also moved a bit further later on (sad ;-;)
Simba then came and sat between my friend and I and I swear that cutie was about to derp for a picture and then it landed being like this. (told you I can be a degree holder in photography .also sarcasm)
Then , during E.co's rap part, He sat in between my friend and I and He even posed for a picture !
Honestly , I can rap to all of JJCC's rap parts but I was so dumbstruck here that I was internally dying and unable to process anything.

Please DO NOT REPOST it anywhere 

And then I filmed a bunch of more videos until the end and I was too overwhelmed to even speak by the time the entire thing got over.
If you'd ask the people who sat next to me , I looked like a snowman or a scarecrow literally standing still and frozen.


After the special stage got over, they did two final performances of their official 7 member song "Where You At?" and then "Fire" which literally got us on our feet and screaming our voices out.
The last performance for Fire literally caught the roof on fire!

And then , it was time for the actual ticket perks. They had a slight change on that day due to some reasons but it was announced that we would be having a fansign event and I was so hyped! We were also going to be having a Photograph each with the group (for the ticket type I bought)

It was a long time waiting for our turn because they had the Hi-Touch Event for the other ticket types and then the lucky winners there had a chance to take a selfie with their biases.
In the meanwhile I was fooling around on my phone and I also nearly faceplanted once by tripping on my own backpack.

After waiting for a while I finally got into the line for the sign event. We were asked to write our names onto a piece of paper and I wrote mine on my ticket and waited for my turn. As soon as it was my turn , I walked over to Eddy who was the first one and he wrote my name on the CD cover.
I then thanked him for the day and told him that the game was super fun. He recognised me from the game and thanked me for coming too. (i guess he was a bit tired then)
And then, the next one to go was SanCheong. He read out my name and then he flipped to the last page to look at the photocard I got (which was Yul's) and he pretended to sulk. I then told him in Korean that It was fun today and thanks for coming to India, to which he responded with a nod and a smile. (I basically said that to all the members)
Next was Simba , OMG Cutie Patootie! He stared right at me and then read out my name loud and right after I thanked him, He made this cute beatbox DJ Scratch (ft SanCheong) with my name in it. I was soooo hyped omg.
The next to go was E.Co who said Hello to me and recognised me as the lucky winner again. This time one of the event people told them that i worked on a fanart for a project for them (I cant share it due to it being confidential I am sorry) And E.Co said that he had seen it and it was good.
Honestly , I have never felt this good about myself while drawing and receiving a compliment from one of my bias group means a lot to me. He also complimented my Korean and I think he was a really really nice person.
Next was Yul , who firstly thanked me for the fanart project thingy and said that he appreciates it. I also thanked him by speaking in Korean and said JJCC jjang! (best / cool / awesome) which he actually wrote below his signature! I then bowed to him and moved onto the last , the bias who won my heart during the day .. Zica.
We greeted each other awkwardly and I thanked him for today and the special stage and I told him that he was really cool on stage and he has a great voice , to which he responded back in English and I was almost gonna burst in tears cause I was overwhelmed so I asked if i could shake hands with him and he did. I bowed to him as well and left to wait for the photograph.

After waiting for some more time , we waited in a line for the photograph. This was the time when my friend and I decided to take selfies while were waiting cause we both were wearing Mickey Mouse tops.
So finally it was my turn after a while and when I walked onto stage , my awkwardness made me forget to hand over the bag to the volunteer causing me to say "Oh Bag!" and one of the members laughing.
As soon as I walked onto the stage for real , the members (esp. Simba) began saying "Mickey Mouseee" and I was almost gonna laugh but I had to keep a proper face for the photo so , I stifled it.
I took the flower that Zica gave had given to me during the special stage as a prop (to cover my face basically)
And I stood between Yul and Zica!
The photo had to be taken twice because my phone is just plain stupid when I praise it a lot.
After the photo was done , I shook hands with Zica , Yul and E.co again and I left
Here's the group picture that I am gonna treasure for my entire life.

Panda / Potato-ing in between a group of idols (feels like a Manga)

After I walked out of the venue , I was too overwhelmed to even talk to anyone. My friends were so much more excited than I was when I walked out of the venue. They probably guessed that i was internally dying so they let me rest for a while, while waiting to wave JJCC bye while they left.

I then called my parents when I was right at the venue and told them everything in a duration of 9 minutes.
My Dad was like "I think you should try to breathe and then tell me everything after the event actually ends"

So the saddest part of this entire event was now here when JJCC walked back from the concert hall to the bus while all their fans waving them bye
(i shall upload a video of it later)

And while we waved them all bye , E.Co filmed it through his phone from the bus and he also dropped it. (feels this cause I drop my phone on a daily basis)

So after the bus left , We all left with a heavy heart and great memories made from the day.

I have decided that I am definitely going to go visit them for their for their events in Korea or Japan if it is during the time I plan to visit those two countries.

So That was my entire concert report in two parts and a wrap up of a great memory of my very first ever concert. Thank You to the event people PinkBoxEvents and JJCC for having us make great memories.
I wish JJCC good luck for their future activities and I will always be rooting for them.
Also , Please get Prince along next time!

ALSO GUYS
Do you remember the Chibi Fanart I wrote about!? I gifted it to them and looooooook
It ha been held by Simba!!!!

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THIS , IT BELONGS TO A FRIEND

I haven't every felt this lucky and had such a wonderful day in the entire 21 years of my life and this is gonna be a precious day and stay in my heart forever!
Although my heart breaks to have returned back to Uni and continuing classes and schedule like someone pressed a freaking reset button in my life , but It also motivates me in a way to do well to be able to see more of the people whom I look upto and get inspiration from.

So that was all ~
Thank you for patiently reading through this post
I was actually having chills even while writing this

Bye Bye !